I must insist things get better than this or else I might disappear. I got hit this week with a tough bout of depression that really knocked me on my ass and makes me want to curl up in bed … Continue reading
Your bewilderment at my predicament is very annoying. No one falls so far this quickly. You just weren’t paying attention.
I don’t sympathize with myself when I don’t get a bit of work done. I punish myself with negative thoughts and hate what I have become. +++ Moving back in with my parents last week has been incredibly hard to … Continue reading
I stifle myself every day to not let on that I’m so fucked up. And I’m not so sure that’s grammatically correct but I don’t care about much today.
I have an inkling that it won’t be long until I’m batshit crazy.
So, I’ve come home for a while. Last night was my first night sleeping back in my old high school bedroom, tonight is the first night Elise is spending here, and so tomorrow morning is when we wake up and … Continue reading