I must insist things
get better than this or else
I might disappear.
I got hit this week with a tough bout of depression that really knocked me on my ass and makes me want to curl up in bed and stay there.
Or else empty my bank account and run away, but such is the state of that affair, I wouldn’t get very far.
Clinical depression is a serious disease. Sometimes I think people with depression are pegged as lazy fakers (I definitely have felt that, and it makes it all so much worse), but this is a real disease of the brain and needs to be treated as such.
I wish I had the energy to write more on this now, but I don’t. Because that’s how it goes.